When Yelling at Your Kids is a Good Thing

May 27, 2013

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I had one of those moments the other day that was heart wrenching, but later became encouraging.

I had finished a long afternoon of attempting to help an 8-year-old learn phonics and spelling, thereby wearing down my patience. Something happened which caused me to raise my voice to my son. I said “I wish you would…..” I don’t even remember what it was.

It was my son’s response which was the dagger to my heart.

“I wish you wouldn’t yell at me so much.”

Ouch.

I immediately apologized, repented, and told my son he was right. Daddy did yell too often and I wanted to change. Later that night we had a great time of praying together for each other.

A day or two later, I had a revelation.

I had failed as a father by yelling at my kids and needed to grow. No new epiphanies here. I knew this already through my repeated shortcomings.

I realized my growth in grace.

I received a dagger to the heart and did not proceed to beat myself up, wallowing in self-pity.

Sure I had a few fleeting thoughts about how horrible a dad I was. But these thoughts truly were fleeting.  Rather than wallowing in failure and self-pity, I turned my eyes to God asking Him for help.

I am growing in grace.

I don’t have to be a perfect, superhero father.

The messages I have been proclaiming for years are finally starting to change me in my most fragile places.

Confession: I yell at my kids too much.
Revelation: I am growing in grace when I fail and turning to the source of Grace to help me grow and change.
Hope: Through God’s strength, I will see change and yell at my kids much, much less.

Titus 2:11-12 tells us grace trains us. “For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation for all people, training us to renounce ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright, and godly lives in the present age.”

I want to live relying and trusting in the same God who saved me, believing he can change me. Grace is an active force in my life, equipping me to live a godly life.

Lord, change my heart. Help me so that I yell at my kids less.

But thank you for helping me to accept your grace more when I fail.

I am not a superhero.

Disclaimer: I am in no way advocating yelling at your kids, I am merely sharing the journey of a broken father in need of grace.

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Chris

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A missionary teacher for 24 years currently living in South Africa. I am a recovering superhero, daily in need of the grace of God